the traitor

i'm withdrawing from your life,
with an offended heart and thwarted dreams
though it leaves me hollow..

"i know you will just lose one devotee"

i hunt for a place where your memories are restricted
where a traitor is not forbidden.
one day you will long for me and you will reach a barren land
chasing the blood spots,tipped out of my heart,
where you will see all the demolished monuments of love
""carrying the curse of a thousand births""

the dream''

i see my trance in your eyes
please dont change the world around me,if you cant
"clutch" my hands till i SLEEP.
i feel my heaven on your lap
touch my eyelids with your "lips",for they are heavy like my heart
your face is fading as my eyes are being filled..
tears make your smile vague..
"""be all over me"""
hold me close to your soul and stay close to my eyes
for i may wake up of fear,for not seeing you in my "DREAMS"
if you wanna leave me before i perk up...please..
please be kind enough to take away my memories too..

why????

your silence makes me weak
you conceit pierces my heart
your denial kills my "self"
WHY playing with my emotions,
when i save yours as my "subsistence"???

stars

the day she left me
once again i became "HOLLOW"
that was the last beautiful sunset i ever saw
every night i search for those "stars" i saw in her "eyes"
but i couldn't find them yet,
they also might have "vanished" along with her "promises"

suffocation

still i "cry" remembering your "smile"
still i "weep" remembering your "laugh"
still i "gasp" remembering your "kiss"
make me "insane" or else give back my "soul"
Is this the SENTENCE for weaving "dreamz" with you??????

the church bells

i see the lambent flame of the burning candles in the church yard

i hear the clang of the church bells

i wish i could gauge the tears falling for me

i searched for her every where

i cant leave this world without having her kiss on my fore head

with out getting the warmth of her tears on my frozen face

or else ill hobble in emptyness

carrying my own "corpse"

the dethroned price

i stand on my knees...

"un armed"

i hear the growling for the life of the dethroned prince

dust makes dusk vague

i see the cavalry behind the dust

i failed to recognize the venum in their grin

i will not see the night again

tonite they will toast on my blood

for them im just another prey

"SOON"the sharp arrows will pierce my feeble heart which craves to beat

"""one more VICTIM panting in the BATTLE FIELD of LIFE"""

"""one more HEART broken in the DYNASTY of LOVE"""