Saturday, November 19, 2011

The lost shepherd









I heard the gallops piercing the heart of darkness
My sheep looked worried as I stopped playing my harp
I saw the chariot; I saw them.

Who are they?? Knights?? Scholars?? Noble Men??

They wore camel’s fur and velvet.
Egyptian pearls and Persian stones lavished their blue and violet silks.
Their scarlet satin shawls were flying in the air like the waves in river Pedra.
The mighty horses wheezed in front of me, My dog barked
I heard my sheep bleating out of fear.

“Hail the Emperor, Glory to his Empire”!!!
Hey young musician!! Shepherd of this feeble flock,
Take us to his majesty for we hail from the East.

My sheep cried as I entered the chariot.
My dog growled and stood up.
As I raised my hand,he stayed back.
The charioteer wore a leather coat;
His cap had an eagle’s feather on it.
His eyes were sharp, I couldn’t look into them.
As he pulled the bridle, the horses whined and clattered the darkness.

Heard they hunt mountain wolves for clothes, the knights said.
“Just to protect our herd your majesty” I replied
Play your Celtic harp as we haven’t entered the cobbled paths yet
The wise man’s voice shook my mind which was rambling in the valley with my sheep.

The misty breeze kissed my tunes, the gallops tore the silence of the night

“The moon is red and wind is wet, Persians wander in vast deserts
in search of the roman treasures, they will die in search of mirages,
their kids will saddle up their stallions to bring glory to their fathers”
I overheard them sigh.

“The souls of the thousands moaning inside the wrecked ship
in the deep oceans Will never give peace to the Kingdom of Greece;
let your majesty be freed from the curse” the oldest scholar prayed.
We traveled through the countryside.
My heart started pounding fast as I saw the maple tree In Mount Valera
I played my harp fast.

"This is the place where i lost everything.

Under that tree, I had become an orphan.
They left me in this mount and migrated to another country
My heart was weeping, One Knight touched my shoulder
He was smiling as if he could read my mind,
“He whispered”
“You have Euterpe’s sign on your heart
The muse of music has kissed your harp.
A cool breeze caressed my heart.
The gallops clattered the cobbled paths;
One knight stood up as they saw the walled City
The chariot stopped in front of the fort

“Walk back to your valley, let your harp adorn the nights.
The shortest knight took out a papyrus roll,
He touched my hair as I kneel down,
Let this tell you the secret of life;
Let this cure the internal pain you have been carrying since birth.

“You are free…you will find your way...”
Walk back to your valley..

We will meet you again. In eternity..
The iron gates opened for them
I saw their chariot disappearing…
I kept the papyrus roll close to my heart..
I walked to the valley…

Thursday, July 21, 2011

the nomad















I don’t remember when this journey was started
Home is just a vague image now.
I traveled new paths, but I haven’t reached anywhere
I saw a million new faces, but they were not strangers
I danced with nomads, I dined with strangers
I saw insanity rolling up as smoke
I saw life dancing around the flames
They moved in the dance hall of this universe
They invited me to the floor
I couldn’t move.

They made love in the darkness
They never saw each other
I looked deep into those flames
My goblet was not empty
They invited me to their pergola
I just smiled at them, when they had slept, I left them

I climbed the rocks, I met the oracles
I saw the wonder in their eyes
They couldn’t predict my fate
They touched me; they tried to smell me
They wanted to know my tribe
They asked, what am I searching for

I climbed down the slippery rocks,
They were looking at me from the top
I saw their drenched flag flying in the blustery weather
I walked; I asked my self, what am I searching for?

I heard the cursing of an old man
He couldn’t breath
I walked. What do I need, what do I search?
I wish I could be my own oracle
I wish I could name what I want

They are searching for me, for my song.
All they have are the sculptures I made
How long they will look me?
How long they will search for me?

They know I wouldn’t come back
Will they weep for me?
Will they burn frankincense for me?
Will they bury those coins and pray for me ?
Will they carry those sculptures, when they move?
Or will they leave it there along with my memories?

Thursday, March 10, 2011

my birthday














It’s my birthday.
Yet another year passes.
Memories, they always prick in to the heart.
Love is what we all search; love is what we all want
Love is what we all dispel.
As a kid I was afraid of the darkness, now it’s the only companion I got.
As I grew up, everything changed, except my craving.
As it rained everything was cured except my pain.
I looked at the flower, I cried.
People just saw the thorn, But it never hurt me.
I lit up candles for someone I never saw,
I hear their weeping; their tears fall on my heart.

""""""""""My soul shivers""""""""""""

Whenever I close my eyes in the church, I see a million stars
But I can’t touch them, tears creep down my cheeks.
For them I’m just someone who talks to himself.
I was with them in that darkness,
But they didn’t look back, when the light came out.
I found mirth, when I realized I own grief.
I stopped crying when I met separation.
Love will hurt u, you may call it the pain of life, but I call it life.
Im in this crowd, alone, drenched, they all have umbrellas
Im just a crazy lad who doesn’t own an umbrella.
Time flies, yesterday you were with me, counting my heart beats
Kissing my heart and pampering my soul.
Today im here, in this crowd, soaked.
Nobody knows me here, but every one knows my name.
I see kids smiling at me.
Wishing me a very happy birth day.
When I came to this world, I cried, everyone smiled
Now its me who cries inside and smiles outside
Im still a kid..a kid whose desires are yet to be fulfilled
I don’t know where I’m I heading,
but all I know is that I will miss these sodden paths.

Call me "insane dreamer", but this is what I always had..

It’s the day I came to this world

Happy b’day jOe…