Thursday, March 10, 2011

my birthday














It’s my birthday.
Yet another year passes.
Memories, they always prick in to the heart.
Love is what we all search; love is what we all want
Love is what we all dispel.
As a kid I was afraid of the darkness, now it’s the only companion I got.
As I grew up, everything changed, except my craving.
As it rained everything was cured except my pain.
I looked at the flower, I cried.
People just saw the thorn, But it never hurt me.
I lit up candles for someone I never saw,
I hear their weeping; their tears fall on my heart.

""""""""""My soul shivers""""""""""""

Whenever I close my eyes in the church, I see a million stars
But I can’t touch them, tears creep down my cheeks.
For them I’m just someone who talks to himself.
I was with them in that darkness,
But they didn’t look back, when the light came out.
I found mirth, when I realized I own grief.
I stopped crying when I met separation.
Love will hurt u, you may call it the pain of life, but I call it life.
Im in this crowd, alone, drenched, they all have umbrellas
Im just a crazy lad who doesn’t own an umbrella.
Time flies, yesterday you were with me, counting my heart beats
Kissing my heart and pampering my soul.
Today im here, in this crowd, soaked.
Nobody knows me here, but every one knows my name.
I see kids smiling at me.
Wishing me a very happy birth day.
When I came to this world, I cried, everyone smiled
Now its me who cries inside and smiles outside
Im still a kid..a kid whose desires are yet to be fulfilled
I don’t know where I’m I heading,
but all I know is that I will miss these sodden paths.

Call me "insane dreamer", but this is what I always had..

It’s the day I came to this world

Happy b’day jOe…

7 comments:

  1. beautiful....a very happy bday to ma dearest frnd...keep smilin-inside n outside as well...

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  2. M in love...........with ur writings... ;)
    God bless u dear...May u get what u deserve...what u alwaz dreamt of...what u alwaz wanted...
    Be the Lord's favorite "BABY" hehehe ;)
    Happy Birthday sweetheart...!!! :)

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  3. i lov "m still a kid..a kid whose desires are yet to be fulfilled"...its awesum joooogo..hope u hav a blast on ur SILVER JUBILEE...:-D

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  4. i see a million stars,bt i cant touch dem..true!!! gud one joechaan!!:)

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  5. We all come 2 dis world alone. At some point of time we r joined by people whom we cal frndz, family, love.......but yet 2 b left alone l8r. The fact of life as painful it is, is beautifully given life in ur poem. Love may b lost but never gone nd dat hope keeps us alive. The feelings instilled by dis poem is beyond comprehension. Way 2 go

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  6. @wandering cloud: i wonder hw u understand wt i realy mean....

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  7. "love hides in every corner...,
    then we must be walking in circles"=)
    well written ,insane dreamer^_^

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